Tuesday, October 16, 2007

confusion is tough.

For the past two months, I've been more confused about what to do with my life than ever before. I'm definitely having to be extremely patient and just go day by day, but of course it gets kinda hard sometimes. Well, last night and this morning, I've been thinking about relationships. I have opportunities to date people, but there's been this constant pull to stay single. I don't know if that's completely because of my past commitment, or because I know i's better to be single right now. I've decided, though, that right now, it is really good that I am single. I still have so much growing up to do, and there are so many things God is still teaching me before it's time to be with someone and spend the rest of my life with them. It's been so tough figuring out what I want, but it shouldn't be about that at all. I need to put God's plans for my life in front of my wants and desires. He totally knows what's best for me and if I can just listen to him and be obedient, He's absolutely going to bless me because of that.

God is most satisfied in us when we are most satisfied in Him.

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